[06.14.08]

Well...This is the opening of my blog! Thorny's Life! Woo. I will write down all my thoughts here...from real life...from when it comes to my site. I usually keep a Journal...and this is usually how I start it...
My name is Thorny (Well...my screen name is). I'm currently 14 years old and love computer design. I love my friends. I will do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING for them. I currently do have a boyfriend in real life...but on the sad side...I don't like him that much at this point. I mean...

He's in love with me..and I'm kinda not...
Our 1 month anniversary is on Monday (June 16, 2008).

Well...this is how that started..

*Early May*
Me and and my best friend (Kara) were talking to our friend Ryan. His best friend Mason is super hott, and his birthday was coming up. Ryan was talking about this birthday party. I wanted to go cause I liked him. I told Ryan to ask if Kara could go too because I didn't wanna be there just by myself.
A couple days later he told me we could both go.
May 16, 2008.
We went to the party. At first I liked Mason's friend Cory. But then. I was flirting with Kara's cousin Jack.
By the end of the night (after spending 8 hours together) I really liked Jack.
Kara asked him out for me on our way home on her cell phone.
Ever since...we've been boyfriend-girlfriend.
He's obsessive though...
He always puts his arm around me...when I wanna be alone..
He follows me everywhere...
And not only that, my ex-boyfriend (Denver) is best friends with Jack. So I see him all the time. And I was IN LOVE with Denver. My first time being in love too. But me and Denver are friends...thank StarClan.
But then the other day. Denver told me he wanted to kill himself on MSN Messenger.
I never EVER stopped liking him.
I asked why he would want to do that, and he said it was because he's done some stuff that he regrets. He said he didn't want to tell me what. But I begged him to tell me. And deep down, I knew what he was gonna say..and I was right...
He said he wishes he never broke up with me...
So now..I'm practically in love with him again.
Denvers a year younger then the rest of us, and 2 grades below us.
We're going into 9th...while hes going into 7th. But he's 13 years old. It's wierd...I think he got held back...hmm.. never asked. But anyway.

I don't wanna break up with Jack though, because I know how hard it is to be in that spot...be in love, and be dumped for no reason.
But I have reasons. Denver's hotter...yes...I'm one of those girls who's all about looks. And I've been in love with Denver for a longgg time.! When I first met him...I constantly thought about him after only the first time we hung out. He gives awesome hugs. He's super funny...He's just soo perfect in this way that I can't even describe. I'm only 14..but My mom said she was in love for the first time when she was only 12.
So yes.
It is possible.
I know it is.

But I hate this dilema.
Because I was just talking to Cory on MySpace and I told him I might break up with Jack because I like someone else...and he said "It better not be Marco, Corey, or Denver because they all hate you, and I have no idea why."

(Marco and Corey are my other guy friends)

Ugh....Denver could just be saying something like that to mess me up..or something. I'm staying with Jack...but Denver even wanted me to sneak out the other day to see him...I would've, but he wasn't answering me on MSN Messenger.

Well that's all for my Real Life problems right now.--

Now the site....

I just got Photoshop, and I'm still learning all the brushes, and everything else Photoshop hast o offer. I'm kind of mad that I only got Elements 5...when I wanted the newest version which is Elements 7.

I just figured out how to download Fonts today offline.
I knew how to before, but it wasn't working because the files were Compressed Zipped Files...and I figured out that I had to download fonts that were
True Type Fonts Only.

So I'm working on a new layout, because I like the new fonts, and brushes I got on Photoshop.

I'll also be making a new template for this Blog, I'm using a Premade one for now because I'm to lazy to make one at the moment because its 12:19 at night.

I also want to make a Roleplay Forums site...I love Forums a whole lot better then chat boxes...and Roleplay is dead on my site anyway. I kinda liked it better when it was just a Roleplay site...but grrr....I'm glad I got into computer design..it's beautiful..everyone loves what I do..and its great hearing people adore my graphics and seeing people use it! Well that's all I have to say for today! I'm sure I'll have more tomorrow. Thanks for reading!

Peace!