[07.18.08]

Days have passed, and right now. I think I'm going through a state of depression.
Suicidal thoughts are going through my head, but don't worry. I'll be fine.

Denver. Ugh! What the heck is wrong with him?
There is just to much to say. I'm in love with him...and he doesn't care AT ALL.
There is just so much to say about him that's making me sad right now, but it's to much to type out. But today he came up to me, and I thought he was going to talk to me...but he just asked my phone number.
Well at least he cared. Since he got his cell phone back.
):
But there's a festival going on right now in my town, and grrrrrrr.....hes with with a whole bunch of chicks...
My friend told me. Ugh. That's great huh? And with my ex jack. wow. Whatever.
We won't get back together. As much as I want to.

Last night I sat at the festival for 2 hours alone cause my friend ditched me. Denver didn't look at me ONCE.
he walked by a couple times, but not once. And that hurts sooo bad. If you don't know, but it hurts!

How am I still living when some guy has my heart?
): ugh.

Peace dood's. Pray to StarClan that I feel better.


Thorny's Choice Song- Slipped Away, Avril Lavigne